So this is what is looks like...

for me to hold a baby BOY.  I babysat little Dallas for just a couple hours today.  We were having such a good time cuddling on the front porch all wrapped in blankets.  Him with his bottle.  Me with my coffee.  Until Havanna woke up, that is.  I guess you can say she's a wee bit jealous seeing her mom hold another baby.  She just wouldn't have it.  She's been an only child for toooooo long I guess, and it's time to start 'trying' for the final Downey baby.